Suns: What Goes Up Must Come Down

Although the Christmas lights out front have been OFF they have still been THERE, annoyingly, but not any more. Spent an actually pleasant Sunday afternoon high atop the ladder (once I got there) untangling them from the Ichabod trees. And then I coiled up all the highways of electricity I so ingeniously laid down.



Every once in a while, just a few feet off the ground out there on 601, you are literally in your own world. It was fun to stare through tiny bulbs into the sun, solar rays illuminating the red plastic covers from the OUTSIDE into Rubies of protest, in one last ditch effort it seemed they tried bring light to that which is barren, gnarly, forgotten and sort of surreal. Footsteps trod guilty across the mummified remains of last season.






Candy cane colors back in hiding. Electrics away. The dried browngray leaves and limbs lie like bones now in wait of the Green Man, whose light comes neither from within nor down upon, but bursts THROUGH thicket, around thorn, to greet some spring day sun yet unknown despite some gopher of a shadow or whatever tophats say happen.

He is neither green nor a man. He does however need the wood, at least for sake of a gathering of trees not so Edenly placed. A metaphor. As above so below, and thus a forest is the five limbed, five sensed Microcosm of all that awakens on a Grand scale, staring back through winter right at you, eyebrows as pompadoured and beard as wild as daguerreotyped Russian philosophers, but made only of bark.

And to think, I could have watched the Game on TV.

Thanksgiving on Ocracoke


Oddly, Ocracoke is not considered, jurisdictionally at least, to be part of the OBX destination. No problemo - I prefer to "Hyde."

I’ve discovered here
that there’s a Star Trek backdrop landing party sound
steadily powering the daily arc of the mighty Sun.

It’s not just breeze through trees on Ocracoke,
it is the whisper of the gentle One
who only speaks when water parts the ways
away from home sweet home.

 

Isolation, insulation. 
Insolent too.

It is not wind!  
 Not leaves all moving at once! 
As if osmosis needed tips to choral on this island beach.  

No!
Stop naming actors the tree,
air and ear some symmetry,
giving brain
to all that stenciled canvas chair.



This singular sonata be troupe, troubadour, itself the play. 
The voice of Trinity comes to Mind
both close and far away.
Infinity not some measly frequency,
transit inside time in line
to some sense of biology.

Entwined the ebb and flow of air
forms an allwords backwards-forwards,
a simple sounding hiss
serpents seldom say but certain ones alone.  

This is elemental song of Earth,
from the mother we destroy with Nature named of conquest since the womb,
where we became and then quickly severed of the cord
to fill some twin bellows with air instead of breathing deep.

All of us, islands of God!

Oh Dante Oh Dante

The Archetype of Mother,
and yet still my own Irene. 
What is shushing that never ever stops? 
Surely lullaby.

Sweet lagoon!

She speaks now as the Star plays on,
directly in the evernow to her lovely creation abandoned in the mirror dark
who longs for her even though she is not gone,
but simply not able to enfold innocence
like Mary doth blessed Grace bestowed.

View from high atop The Castle B&B, looking out to Silver Lake over green carpets of magic.

And still the jealous, jaded Djin do pry herein. 
Gravel grinds below, interrupts the flow,
car tires crush pebbles down to ground,
as if to steal the sacred sound
above singing in the trees
and on my level love through the stringed metal sieves
we call screens and do not see upon,
but only through.

On account of bugs getting in.

Nobody ever noticed the gnarly liongoths on the coat tree in the hall from the back porch until I took this picture. Creepier still is the staircase to our lovely rooms in the mirror, as if indeed other worlds do put pins in that map in the parlor too.
Still protest
this serpent does,
staccato of the doors slams shut,
each invented guest
an effort to distract
rightful heir from noblesse.

Fall longshadows under railings creep and upon my neck wrap dark fingers 'round,
but they cannot squeeze precious air from the apple of this Adam’s neck.
Forks make fingers of the dark but only out of light,
and out of the corner of my sight,
I realize this is no Setting Son.

Sophia
is this torch etched from Sol above,
who moves across the porch surely as he does a day,
warmshouldered I am prepared to say:
Too late, shadows! 
I know walls from caves and acts so flat that are more close to mouth and flame.  


Allegory or not, here I come!




With golden hues ablaze
She somehow says as sits still
the golden rays: 



"The clock! A false device!
A paternal pimp to pass the time as excrement
and not take in as wine.

Silver rings these awful things
in schools in offices are hanged
to hypnotize, on walls in banks
and even multiplied on newsroom stalls
For its sweeping hands and charms
you must not ever fall.
At twelve it does not begin
nor does it end, for Omega and Alpha
no one numeral can ever be."

Twenty and four hours this Celestial transit
yet every wheel in history to just a dozen number gauged,
circled round the town a compass three and nine,
and doubled in your mind alone
with the two faces of twelve...

MIDNIGHT
NOON.

How they fear thirteen!


My God, the rising voice in just one gust of wind! 
And an image comes to me
not on cavewall nor forestry with magic
or some brush never stroked. 
I see, and I love her
and I cry. 

Why?

Because where mermaid sang so swimmingly,
iridescent above the tree is one instant past the ugly hag,
and I have not abandoned her
for I know now her sacrifice radiates youth to me the same,
so I the beauty keep in Death
disguised as supple skin but not in vain.

One last thing
the Oldest Lady in the world
whispers unto me on leaving for the Sea……

“One secret, one perfect shell
on the sands Neptune’s pull shall not retrieve.

Know Thee child the face of time a magic spell,
an insult on the circle of the true and living Soul,
for sell they’ve stamped you through in Red,
for commercial trade you are bred
and they’ve covered Mari from the Time instead…
but see how their Laws nor admirals do not preside
when land is water put aside by Sound.”

Pamlico is her name.

“Hear me well now,” her imprint now communed goes on…
"all trees wave goodbye…
my seeds the last spell down, Dell shall not Ye bind, do not cry!  
Must Ye your bretheren show be digital, unmasked
coordinated grid hath caged Spirit’s move in colon pair. 
The revolution twenty-four,
Cosmos knows you are coming to the Door
and they can only fear.”

And she is gone.  
 Now itinerary.
Bullet points. Lists.
Lingering, one last pulse of prophesy...
as if persistence of vision came upon the wind in trees.
It ushers back through reeds, tall grass and varied leaves,
loud as daysound despite lonely haunt of hollownight,
in time to bell on Bay a lonely buoy away, she fades and sings:
                                                            



"Do not ever fear
the end of time that is near…
but see it for its Word
Logos lives now among us All,
not in history
but next to you my dear.

Remember me
on the island you have found
and share the secret of its name
the longbeach village entropy
where mermaids bring my work
unto your artist’s ear
and pirates
lose their very heads
to protect the ocean blue above
from marauders
who call the mystic queer."




EPILOGUE OR POSTSCRIPT or JUST WOW REALLY

http://www.thecastlebb.com/I wrote this on my smartphone while staying at the Inn and had shared it with the staff. The Innkeeper enjoyed my piece so much, that the last stanza (the one that sings through time and thus beyond her Cypress walls, thank you) is now permanently affixed within a frame to the Castle's walls so that others hearing the song of Convergence may relate. And my name in place below. As if now I am eternal guest. I am so honored and beyond joy - thank you so much Ronnie - for your love, your ear, and the gleam in your eye that refuses to ever dimmer down despite this World's candlesnuff ways. Sidra and Jude too, your support is effervescent as I gallivant the halls,  but I must confess now Ronnie has my poem"Sun is Yellow" handwritten on sketchpad paper so she is by default my number one fan. ;-)  Everyone else who remember child sojourns, please go to Ocracoke again, and stay at the magic Castle. Click the banner to visit their official site.

Asymptote October No Novembersea

This day has no light in it
and it's as if the very hands
on all the clocks want no more
of the useless sweeping moves
to just point out coordinated reference
of where lies Epoch in its futile march;

as if the thumbtack centerclock
binding their fate 12 after 12 after 12 should a loosened screw not be,
but riveted in protest
to force Move out
and clearing Singularity.

Time's too heavy to carry Now.

Something's brewing up on deck,
I feel it in the anchor House!
All that holds below soon overboard
and the winds again
bring all burdens to Lagoon.

Nobody Listens to Chomsky - cuz He's Right.

And that's too bad, really. How fun is it to say "chomsky?" What a fun marblegame bubblegum clown kiddytoy name!

Chum chummy chin Chomsky! Shin sharoo! Yum yum Chomsky!

And then the brief unfurled noisemaker blows, spitrumpet bugle to no army sleeping, like retreating fruit roll-up striped stocking pantyhouse 'neath Dorothyhouse Falls.

The poor thing. All her sister wants is her shoes and her roadkill's still warm! What a witch!  Then, everyone sings dances and follows a stupid fat swirl on a lollipop the Devil licks dirty. All the time the road was a ribbon of horizontal highway peeking out from behind trees behind a Home Depot, midgets mushrooms, and all.

Noam shares Truth: The Irony of Inner Iron Curtains

Noam, my heart is heavy for your Vincent deaf ear.

Know I heard you. Know I cared, and some icon of a college inspiration spirit still soars in my young graduate heart. And once a while, a kid listens and smiles, gets giddy, and hangs 'round professor doors. And Mrs. Robinson takes o'er.

Chom Skilift, that's you!

Recent Eloquencia de Facebooke

WEDNESDAY SAFE NEAR 5

Today I lived a decade in the passing of a few hours. There are Dominoes, there are cards, but in my magic world there is only irony and synchronicity, and the steadfast rudder of knowing who I am so fiercely it scares the crap out of delicate shadows posing as people bobbing like buoys in an angry sea. Thirteen. Sextet, sail on.

Wednesday drowned Tuesday's child. No air, and fell deep in Love.

FRIDAY MORNING

Well this'll be interesting... You know... like in the cartoons, all the funny beasty eyes blinking in the blackness the minute the light goes out?

FRIDAY NIGHT

I'm always goddamn effigy. Guy Fawkes for people's shame. Taken by the mob....outta context, outta time.

Words! Around my eye a storm.

People will murder truth right this minute than to have to give it a glance in the mirror, and yet, await in such mournful hope for its blessed arrival somewhere down the road. Meanwhile....

Hideous vultures plucking innards from a carcass up the street, when once it ran free and beautiful.

AND NOW SATURSUNDAY

Hating the waves of death staging now upon me,  as well as prickly history reminding me I am SO no that lamb away.



So, in a very small box it prompts:
What's on your mind?

Hmmmm. Maybe where I want to go today LOL. Sigh.

Friday Flowed As If a River

Today's been quite the magic day.Today, a true friend touched my heart and at the same time, offered me a really good chance at a huge career EVOLUTION. And it's his dream., but he wants me in it.

In any case to sum it up, let's just say Karma switched on lights in cellars of confidence and dream. After our timeless Nostrildamic conversation, I remember like it's happening still, I just stood there stunned in the Friday afternoon Uptown sun, head all abuzz and days ahead affected, like animated Disney bluebirds circling over my cartoon-violenced lumphead.


I shall go with you, and
thank you for the faith.


There is more. A while later, stuck in traffic at a relight, here He comes again. Karma, with a cardboard sign, walking hobbled between the separate worlds of cars in isolated streams of standing stillness. You see at the time I didn't know it was Karma incarnate. But I do know now. He waddles closer and ... no idle human in a leather seat nearby even looks directly at him, or instead looks busy behind the wheel the moment he passes by the reflective glass dividers of condition we driver-side windows.  Thank Heavens they can close.




Ha! All that direction, all that trajectory - automobiles, and they're all just glass and mirrors taking us where we look to go. Anyway, he was a Black guy with white whiskers, looking 70 for 45 - and shaking to and fro a cardboard testament to 'please give.' Not even thinking, I TELL YOU IT"S NO LIE, I said angrily to myself out loud over the radio, "Oh you know what..." and remembered the two soggy singles in the divides of my my wallet.

I rolled down the window passenger-side,  and called him over with a "Hey,", then said all I have is two singles. He took them, as if expected, and he simply said "God Bless." So why does this feel strange? Why is it so weird? I never do this! All the other drivers look on. Something just happened. They looked and they weren't the one. I was "someone" in their story. Maybe over chicken dinner, maybe over beer, but it will be told.

So right after handing him the bills I put the wallet back and prepared my pedals for the turn of green. In doing so, I glanced in my side-view mirror. And the the rear. Gone! The man who could not be more than two cars down was gone. Oh over to the side, you say, because the light was about to change. Nope. I looked, Not there. Some will say surely he ducked behind a car. But I know differently. Some things just appear. They appear, and if you do not interact with them they vanish. And those are the conversations with the Beloved you can never have again.

Some things you just do automatically after it has been done to you, and that counts the most my friends, for love and compassion for our friends and neighbor. What a virus to be.



      

Sub-Irene

I never know the year.
Months, maybe. And a numbered day.
But yes, I’m doing better now,
more than when she was still here.

The metal’s cold
and distant hum,
dulcimer, a sonar sense of her
 drifts through to air to me now here
with my lungs
and birds and passing cars,
and that Fourth Dimension vortex sound
though no plane is seen so high.  

Can you hear the song?
A frequency in swim - 
a feeling for – I can’t be wrong,  
that long-off moan of mom.

Oh I know, such a loaded word.
but it’s there, and ghosts
they are not some tasseled bookmarks
slicing decks of Great Big History,
nor just appear in cameras green.

What I mean to say is this…
it is not silent when they go.

Not within the noggin, that’s just family,
but I still hear, just off out there,
as if on some Deific digital delay…
mere further than the rooster is away --
An endless pause,
like she’s stuck on maybe just one word
of her oh so many, many … many …
to which I daily concatenate absurd. 



I know her Spirit.
I am her smile!
Giggle, sure is Mom to me.




But these darkened days –
a centered womb calls to me once more
seems to pull from deep entombed
lonely longing beneath the sea,
and nary a Titanic Cameron
to try to feed strange fish
and try to bring the wreckage up.

I think of her often,
and that is not enough now within this submarine.
There’s a wrong-way Eden up ahead,
a not feeling ever really free.

Any moment now, could be over any hill.
A hum resumes amid the plumes
of color and of Will,
only slightly less marked down
than the one we always get for Free.



D'oh - Polar is as Polar Does

Okay I fell for it, I have to admit.

They really can push my buttons. I just hate the idea of "Free Speech Zones" and having to take a permit out to peacefully protest in America. Permitted speech is not free speach, no matter how you slice it. They've brought it down to content being unlimited but assembly -- well for your own safety, they can tell you where and when to gather.

So yeah, I went and posted the vids like everyone else out there, being so empassioned about the eroding away of our basic civil liberties in the guise of national security and under the auspices of global fear. Then it dawned on me. The three-step plan! Everyone these days is Illuminati this Illuminati that, Secret Societies blah blah blah. Well obviously, been there, done that. When I read "The Illuminatus! Trilogy" way back when -- nobody but geeks knew what it was. Now, thanks to Dan Brown, everyone is a conspiracy nut. And no-one even remembers the talking dolphin or underwater Nazis. Shame. There was deep meaning in that stuff, not shameful Hanks schlock to be consumed.

But baaah... sheep are grazing.

Now peaceful demonstrators being street-herded by Robocop - that really is disturbing. But some of the G20 YouTube vids out there are just giving it away now! Shaky "amatuer" video showing badly matched camo fatigued men brutally "arresting" protestors and hurling them into plain cars, and fellow protestors (staged just as badly as 911 actor-witnesses on the ground) begging for their freinds' release in the most calmly delivered audio you ever heard.

So the trick to the whole thing is polarization and revolution, then Phoenix from the ashes. As an ode to South Park's Underwear Gnomes, I think I can extapolate the NWO's true plans here...

Step 1: Steal Liberty
Step 2: er...
Step 3: Profit!

That second step is now. Order out of chaos! Profit from the ultimate war -- the war against each other in trusting world government, with world government pulling the strings the whole way through anyway. As politicians I remember once told my union shop fighting it out in factions to break apart or stay together "I have no dog in this fight." Yet how they shook a bone!

You begin to see the same strategy everywhere, and everywhen too -- render them helpless, polarize them, and make them tear each other apart. Then, save them from themselves.

Order out of chaos.


When Towers Fall

There's nothing like opening a can of worms. Especially when you're fishing. Today marks a remembrance of the 9-11 terror attack on the World Trade Center, eight years to the day. The Net is filled with "never forget" and "I remember where I was," but not many sparks of "I wonder if that's the right story."

Beside the heaps of other anomalies, I guess my biggest question remains - if it was Saudis who hijacked the planes, why did Bush kiss and hold the hand of the Saudi King later on TV, yet declare war on two other countries that had nothing to do with the event in question? And just as many deaths later, why do we even think "the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan" will net us justice for this atrocity?

When we hint that this awful moment in history was not what the official Commission say it was, it amounts to some sort of a scandalous treason and that's plain wrong. People can't handle any other story. Don't fall into the default trap though. They want it polarized. If you know it's a crock, they want you to say "the government did it."

That's just insane.

Why would the government kill its own people? No, not the government. But those running the government. Big difference. We need to be open minded to the fact that the world is not as it seems. On a global scale, countries, currencies and religions are just imaginary playthings. Wealth, power and royalty are not. These remain as rock-solid as a pyramid since the dawn of civilization.

So, red and blue heroes, may you rest in peace. Your true heroism will never be forgotten. To the burned and buried victims and to their grieving families, may the poppies someday wear off on our way to the Wizard, your aching pain finally healed, and the awful lingering ash from that day cleared from the sour air of history.





Deek Jackson has pre-released this tune from his upcoming piece entitled "911: The Musical." In parody, hints of blue sky through woolen clouds.



Wait, Pride Was Always a Sin, Right?



Guilt by association.

So we just went through Gay Pride Weekend here in the Queen City. Today they're all floating down the river. Yesterday the ratio was 500 protesters praying for 10,000 alleged sinners. What continues to baffle me, maybe even anger me a little, is that when they ask one of the participants in the festival, the line they come up with to explain the day is that: "Gay people have a right to love whomever they want to."

And while that is true, it still hearkens a bit of "choice" into the equation for the observer.

The message has always been totally wrong IMHO. It shouldn't be Gay "pride" at all, for that is not really what we celebrate at events like this. It's more about being proud to be OUT -- to not be afraid to be who you already are. These are very different things. I'm not proud to choose my love. I'm proud to be who I am to friends and family and share my life with them openly.

I didn't choose to be gay any more than to have blue-green eyes. And yes I'm proud of those.

So what to categorize it as seems to be the question. We're never going to have any progress in the "movement" until we get away from "proud" in the message. It jumps the gun for the haters -- they can't get over how outlandishly freakish that is. Whereas if we simply said.... "you know what, I'm gay, I've always been gay, I only remember being gay and never made a vending machine choice one day" it may be a better route.

Not a nice parade theme I know. But the one refrain I've always liked at the events is "we're here, we're queer, so get used to it." That, at least, implies the tree that will not bend. It's just there, and down the river life goes, right around it if necessary.

Tha Painter of Pancakes


I still can't believe this as I watch it. What better marriage for Bisquich is there other than Dan Lacy? He paints some amazing shit. Thanks, Fritts, for tweeting about him. I have a newfound love!

Click on the lovely Joan Rivers painting to go to his amazing blog. Below, a most interesting introductory video. I think I will commission him to do a Bisquich some day!




The Shadows Not Cast





S H A D O W S

are not necessarily flat
and if they be before you

then surely
you lie down.